Freedom is to dream it.
If there's one thing I've learned in life, it's not to waste time trying to change someone else's way of being.
Man is a lonely multitude of people, who seeks the physical presence of others to imagine that we are all together.
The absence must be allowed to hurt as much as it wants and transformed into something good, now I know. It's not about hastily replacing it with other presences, but about living it and letting it distill knowledge and goodness, bluntly, like what you did, rejecting substitutes.
Indecisions are also made, stopping to do is also a way of doing.
I know. I complicate my life, I ask myself questions, and I get into trouble. I say what I think and what I feel; I'm not afraid of what others think of me. And I'm happy, despite everything, being who I am.